Don’t you remember the monsters? Every time mom would turn off the lights, they’d be running all over the walls. And I couldn’t fucking go to sleep ‘cause I thought they were gonna eat me or something. They were the shadows. You came in and explained it in your dorky little voice. You were like, “Oh, it’s just the absence of light, Deb.”I don’t even know why I remember that, but I do. And even then, you stayed in my room and slept on the floor by my bed. You were always taking care of me.